The Last Three Days ...

I'm not kidding when I say that in the last three days I've seen my husband a total of eight hours. I don't count sleeping because my eyes are closed and I can't see him. I use to think that you marry someone to be able to be with them all the time, I was wrong. Don't get me wrong I'm very grateful that he has a job that pays our bills. I just wanted to say to all those who tell me I have it so easy because he works from home. You stink! Just because he works from home doesn't mean I see him anymore then your husband. Probably less because after dinner guess who's down in the office trying to get more work done, yup that's my husband! I'm really lucky that he married me, but I really miss him!

Went to the Temple the other day ...

As I was sitting there I had this overwhelming feeling that there was another child waiting to come down to our family. Now I'm excited for this baby, but very nervous about what everyone will say. I know that James was willing to wait awhile, but there must be a reason for this. I'm so thankful that I've been allowed to have children. What a blessing and a trial. I'm tired a lot of the times now, but I couldn't or wouldn't give up what I have for anything else. I use to be scared to be just a mom, but what other calling in life helps you develop so many different talents. I am so blessed!

Our New Year Goals 2010

1. Read the scriptures everyday with my family

2. Go on a date with my husband every week without spending more then $30 month.

3. Spend 10 minutes a day with each kid.

4. Read the Book of Mormon on my own.

I also want to make a nativity like this...

I don't have any big goals, but I want to find joy in my journey. Be more constant!